Need A New Look!!!

So I have decided that I need a new look for my blogsite!!!! I don't mind the appearance right now but it just isn't what I want... it just doesn't say anything to me!! My dilema is I dont know how to change the appearance... a friend gave me a link to check out but from what I could find she took all the good ones! LOL also I don't know anything about HTML codes and most of the places that I found that had cool sites required you to know what you were doing cause it isnt cut and paste like in my myspace site!!! LOL I am loving what I am learning but for what I want to do I just am not learning fast enough!!! I guess I will just have to beg on my hands and knees for someone to help me get this place to look more appealing to me!!! How am I supposed to blog and write good stuff if I don't have a good vibe in the place that I am writing! LOL
Anyways I don't know who all reads this but if anyone can help me and/or has any great ideas for what I can do (keeping my purple kiss as the profile pic) then please feel free to leave me your suggestions in a comment. Please wish me luck as I journey into this new world of HTML codes!!! It is a very scary place when you dont know what you are doing! lol

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Baby Crush.....

Well Robert and I have officially graduated from the FAST program that we were attending at his school every wednesday for 8 weeks. Robert is really upset that the program is over but he really enjoyed it while we were there. I think the best thing in his eyes that he has gained from the program is a crush!!! Yes one of the girls that was there with us has a crush on Robert!!! She comes up and hugs him all the time and bats her eyelashes at him and talks about him all the time!! Tonight she even came up and snuggled her head into his shoulder as if that was where she belonged!! Her mom even told me that she is disappointed that Robert won't be at that school next year because her daughter will be heartbroken!! I told her that just because they won't be going to the same school doesnt mean that they cannot remain friends... we exchanged numbers and decided we will arrange play dates for them where they can get to know each other since they are in opposit classes in school right now and she only met him when we started the FAST program! I just cant get over how bad she is crushing over my son! Robert really has never had an interest in girls but he is just loving the attention that he is getting from her!!! She is a sweet girl so I hope Robert doesnt end up breaking her little heart too bad!!!

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I am happy for him.....

As we all know Chris Daughtry got voted off AI last night.... at first I was devestated and heartbroken.. but now I am happy for him because I found out that he has been given an offer from the band Fuel to be thier lead singer. I hope he takes it cause he is perfect for the part!!! BUT... what has been making me think is this whole conspiracy theory that has been going around about the votes... supposedly if you called to vote for Chris the number didnt work... or if you did vote then you didnt get the regular confirmation that you normally do... maybe it was his way of getting voted off so he could take this deal.

Well even though I love Chris to pieces I hope that isnt the case... he entered this contest and should finish it honestly... I dont think there should be the option to get yourself voted off so that you can accept another deal other than the one you are going for... that just makes for an unfair playing field cause you know that things can be changed... I am sorry but I dont agree with it.

Now dont get me wrong.. I am and always will be a Chris Daughtry fan so wherever he goes I go... but I just hope that I am wrong about how they all went about it... and of course we will never know the truth!!!

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Totally Frustrated

Well here I am today frustrated to all ends. My son is driving me up the wall and we are on the express lane. My son's body has been taken over by a stranger and I want him back. The child that I am trying to raise right now is not who my son is... my son is well mannered and well behaved amongst other things. This child now does everything to push my buttons.... everything from flat out telling me no when I ask him to do something to flat out lying to me when he knows that he is going to get in trouble. You may think that he is only 5 and it will change... but what about my sanity until then? As his only parent who has to play the role of mother and father is it not my sole job to teach him what he is doing is unacceptable? Am I not supposed to do everything that I can to correct this behaviour to help shape the kind of man that he is going to grow up to be? Well I am at a loss as to how I am to do this. If there is a manual out there somewhere I would like to see it so that I can put an end to this and let us get back to our happy lives.
I don't want to fight all the time any more, I want to be able to talk to my child without worrying about what the outcome is going to be... is he going to listen or is he going to freak. I try to talk our problems out with him but I don't think it is really working. I am at my wits end and I dont know where to go... if this doesnt change soon I might end up breaking down and then what good am I to my son... it just seems like it is a no win situation right now.

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